My cousin, Shannon has demons brought on by a tragic childhood. To see one of your family members die at a young age is horrible and then you ask the million dollar question why?
Still to this day Shannon will not go to church or smile a true simile because she believes she is punishing someone.
In conclusion to her mindset and mentality she makes everyone else who confides in her about things crumble until your cold as ice inside. At first when I confided in Shannon I thought it was cousinly love because she was really helpful and caring but one day she just burst out into a fit of anger telling me that I am nothing but a charity case. I am willing to share this piece of information with you guys. This is the message she sent me one day: “I have been looking after you because you've needed it and have been so socially awkward around the family that someone had to defray it.” One of my family members said this to me and they don’t even care to get to know me that is how pathetic this situation was.
My family used me to get information from me but this is how I fought back:
An Optimistic Future
I never truly knew what my future would hold,
Until one day I knew I was going somewhere.
It took a lot of hard work and dedication,
I had haters along the way and still to this day,
They can hate all they want but my mind will never change.
I paved my way to success and that is all that matters.
I want to be a helping hand to the environment,
Dance in all its glory and celebrate its wealth.
Explore the peace and quiet that is my sanctuary,
It’s such serenity, a blissful thing.
If only everyone could see its beauty like I do! Working with nature is my future and my beginning.
I have to say though; it is an adventurous calling,
I have to remember those who inspired this dream.
I wish these warm hearted people all the best,
It takes a true individual to do what they do best!
I have seen the darkness but there is always light,
Light a waits at the end of this journey to my beautiful beginning.
I turned to poetry and I wrote a narrative but what really helped me become a confident young women was inspirational quotes from Brainy Quotes.com
If you ever need some inspiration when you think all is lost and there is something holding you back I suggest you click this link:
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